The Aftermath
81 days since my cardiac arrest. Life is starting to get back to a normal pattern. Kids are back to school. I have started to go back to work. But the last 81 days have taught me a lot, and has changed me in many ways. The month of July is blurry. I spent most of it on oxycodone. From someone that has done chest compressions on many people, you don't really know what it feels like until you experience it. My ribs didn't even break, for gosh sakes! How do bones hurt that don't break?!?! No amount of my essential oils were breaking this pain, and I just keep remembering my friend Kim saying she had been in a roll-over car accident and only used wintergreen, peppermint & panaway during recovery... Dang it, I'm a wimp... God blessed us with stable enough finances that my husband, Inoke, was able to stay home with me for the first 6 weeks of recovery. I am so lucky that we had such an amazing year in 2016 to build our marriage so t...